This is how you feel:
You sit, lay, stand– still.
You cross your arms over your chest and squeeze your shoulders.
You say, what happened to you was wrong.
What happened to him was wrong.
You breathe in as much love as you possibly can.
You breathe out everything you are afraid of.
Then you scan your body for pain.
And you send oxygen to that pain until you release it through breath and tears.
Trust that when you breathe into your pain, and release, you are moving through it– trust that everything that hurts you so much right now will hurt you less with tears and time.
Trust that you deserve to feel this, and move through it, and live better because of it; one day at a time, until one week at a time, until one month at a time, until one year at a time (L).